Fallen Soulz.. There is ShaDow behind every Xmas..

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Hmm..hihi,Josh is back after soo long..Since I last posted,really grew alot && mature in de LORD..Strongly belive tat CHR will grow!!..Hahas,so much so,had challenges and probs too!!..
I'm jus a new leader,so had loads to learn..How to manage my tym well,plan things,as well as studies!!..But brothers and sisters,thz is worth well man..Juz lik robinson sales,I really enjoyed being wif ppl tat share de same goals and dreams wif mii,Shermy told mii tat being a leader is tough,but rewarding too..Muhahas!!..Goin to let Christ Church bloom arrs!!..

Juz lik to share wif uu small boy boys && girls girls tat wad I hav gone through,mistakes I've done,to share wif ya so tat it may be a channel of blessings frm mistakes!!..Woots,sound lik I'm...
Honourable lehhs mii,hlp ur lehhs..See mii muz giv thnks hor!!..Hahas,joking..know itz lame:p

Frm de beginning..when I started to lead,many probs occur..I had always thought leading was a simple task,be it leading sheeps for shepherds,cg leader leading grp,ul leading ppl and so on,but was wrong..My thinking was "Just Do It"Simple as ABC..But later on came to realize tat I'm actually doing things lik robot,somehow forgetting de fundamental bhind it..During thz week,I really became drain,after talking wif Dk on thur and returned hme after today,I finally found de clearest of clearest pic. of wad went wrongg..

Firstly..As I said,I have been doing things lik robot..Although I still spend time wif God and talking to him..Quiet time,but still felt sumthin was missing..Hmm,I'm e kinda person tats kinda perfectionist?..I wann to gg 2 on sat wif a mind tat wan to meet God fully..Can say I a little kiasu la..Singaporean marz,so I prayed on fri night..God hlp mii lehhs,why arrs?..Confuse && stuffs..

However..Today,God spoke through de worship and sermon..All"zun zun"for mii lik tat derrs, hahas..During worship time,few guys shared things..Thing tat I belive God wanns to assure mii, de parachute wif a pilot in plane tat's gonna crash by David Hoe..I asked myself if I was relying on God fully,know..If I still rmb tat I'm serving for others to grow of for God to wrk through mii to hlp em grow?..2nd,Gideon talk abt our negative thoughts,if we're hanging on to em or Jesus's pinkies..If i'm looking all de probs myself wif God or am I looking all e probs I face myself wif God AND relying on him ..

During sermon time,Jasmine spoke abt accountablity..Tat made mii ponder few things..If I've been sharing my heart's condition to my shepherd?Is it tat I think I hav grown stronger && sub-conciously think tat thr's not so much nid to acc. ?..Over-confident and stuffs..

These things realli hit mii hard though,till my heads got stars..But brothers and sisters,why I mention all thz things is not bcuz i'm showing uu tat being a leader is so tough or I'm trying to tear dwn myself or wadeva..The solution to all thz is simple and tat's to have a Thnksgiving Heart and Trusting in e LORD..Through thz two things I found tat actually I havn been giving thnks to God becuz I've so much things in mind,exams,planning,de grp and stuffs..Thz has blinded mii how God has been evident in my life and how he blessed mii through ppl who'll thr for mii..Thz results in my"Faith Bar"decreasing,magnifying on probs more than magnifiying more on God..

Guys && Sisters..Realli wanna encourage of of your here to see tat meanwhile we're wrking hard for de Kingdom of God,we're not e onli ones..There are forces arnd us,tat co-exists wif God,Its de satan(slapp him)..His wrking hard for ppl to Satan's Kingdom too uu know,nowadays..Things hav start..In form of Propaganda ..Brothers and sisters,if uu look carefully..Itz all arnd uu,TV shows etc. e nine o'clock show(If uu know it)magazines and stuffs..

Brothers and sisters..Before you know it,when e prophesy is gonna be fulfilled..Propagandas of de evil forces is gonna come next..Bible says to keep our guard and always be alert,it may be anytime..Tmr,next week,next month?..Nobody knows for sure,but in order to keep our alertness as always,a simple way is to build strong lives in yourself,not onli tat but also to guard your flocks as well!!..Stand up for e gospels for e lies has many but truth onli one ..For e good will always trimph over e evil..

Brothers && Sisters..Moral of it is nort to stir up de tension in your,but to be ready when it comes..To prepared war nort onli in future but in daliy lives too!!..Always lead a growing child-like life in God but nort Childish ones..Age && experiences doesn't matter much,I may though be a young leader but I belive tat if I hav e heart of willingness,God will provide e ultimate str for mii!!..AMEN?..If i can do it,anyone can derrs..Challenge all readers here,God has a plan for uu..Be certain tat'll his your parachute 4eva,rely on him,a life wif victories over troubles..No kick

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